Fiction Poetry

I Wonder (2013) by CG FEWSTON

A Poem

I wonder what it’s like to be—


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I wonder what it’s like to be—

To be faithless;

To have no god

To try and live up to;

To never let divinity down,

To never be less than made whole.

I wonder if I were born—

Born in another era or nation,

What gods would I serve,

And would I be the same?

I consider what the world would be—

A world where there was never a me,

A being of words, of letters, of books and passions,

An expression without a thought to voice.

My mind is open to—

To all the possibilities,

To be less than who I am,

To what I can’t believe,

To not feel, to not think, to not hold dear,

To be less than made whole.

I could not see—

See what good that would be

For you or for me.

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cg fewston

The American novelist CG FEWSTON has been a Visiting Scholar at the American Academy in Rome (Italy), a Visiting Fellow at Hong Kong’s CityU, & he’s a member of the Hemingway Society, Club Med, and the Royal Society of Literature. He’s also a Fellow of the Royal Society of Arts, Manufactures and Commerce (RSA) based in London.

He’s the author of several short stories and novels. His works include A Fathers Son (2005), The New America: A Collection (2007), The Mystics Smile ~ A Play in 3 Acts (2007), Vanity of Vanities (2011), A Time to Love in Tehran (2015), Little Hometown, America: A Look Back (2020); and forthcoming: Conquergood & the Center of the Intelligible Mystery of Being; A Time to Forget in East Berlin; and, The Endless Endeavor of Excellence.

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He has a B.A. in English, an M.Ed. in Higher Education Leadership (honors), an M.A. in Literature (honors), and an M.F.A. in Creative Writing & Fiction. He was born in Texas in 1979.

You can follow the author on Facebook @ cg.fewston – where he has 440,000+ followers

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